recalling

Etymology

verb

1. present participle and gerund of recall

noun

1. The act by which something is recalled.
   c. 1908, Mark Twain, The Mysterious Stranger I was full of sorrow, and also of remorse, which is the way with us in the first days of a bereavement, and at such times we wish to be alone with our trouble and our bitter recallings of failings of loyalty or love toward the comrade who is gone.